Dear Pankaj, Never once did I mention anywhere that I am disillusioned or hopeless. I only gave a picture of what things are. I am doing all in my power to make things better and have succeeded too. Have served the country in the Armed forces and am serving to my heart's content in the civil world too. But you see..Truth hurts...and maybe you have reacted this way because somewhere you felt it. BTW, What have you done for the country?