I have already posted my article in reply. But I found your reply worth replying. You are a person who understands the article better I suppose. But don't worry, God teaches us a lot of lessons while we are here. I'm sure He's the only hope that we have. Try to find out more about what is God's wish in your life. All commit mistakes. The Bible says there's no one who can say, "I'm without sin". So don't feel depressed for what has happened, but ask God to lead you to what He's planned for you. Best wishes.