How can you live in peace after lieing to your own conciousness ? You influenced the temple authorities for entering the sanctum and the story of pushing etc is only to cover it. leave alone the duscrimination factor. It was not the temple authorities who created the hocus pocus but you by writing / sending faxes to all.
Th Ashtamangala Prasna are held at not only in temples but in individual homes also. A lot of wrong doings crop up and appropriate remedy is done. A tru devotee will follow the dictums silently. You had said another astrologer had said the same before. So if two different astrologers said the same about your wrong doing by visiting Sabarimala and if you truly believe , then shut you mouth about discrimination and silently prey for forgiveness.
