On you Mr Ganguly for sticking on to this spot even you know that you are unfit for it, shame on you Mr. Chappell for not throwing your appointment papers at the commitee member's faces and above all shame on you Messrs. Gavaskar, Shastri and Venkatraghavan for letting us cricketing public down and showing us your true selves. You are no longer dependent on the BCCI- we expect you to call a spade a spade. I've followed Indian cricket for the last 36 years and have never felt any lower not even when our team was shot out for a score of 42 in England long time ago. And as far as Messrs Dalmiya and R.S. Mahendra go, all I can say is that they are beyond any shame, and shame on you rediff editor if you do not have the guts to put this article of the pain of a cricket lover on the front page of your site. I feel more pain today than when we lose to Pakistan. I hope that convets the extent of my disgust.