Mathimeen, I'm sure that your posting is fake. If however, it's not fake, then you are going from bad to worse, when you could so easily have gone from bad to glorious, in one simple step, by returning to the glorious Hindu religion, the religion of your own Hindu forefathers, before they were converted by some invading Christian Portuguese garbage. All non-Hindu Indians are just one step away from liberation from Christian or Islamic slavery. They just need to return to their Hindu roots. It's that simple to find happiness.