I need to address this to you with respect. Why? Because you hold the position of an MP of the Lok Sabha. However once you would be out of this post (sacked by the party whose ticket (faith) you betrayed) you shall be subject to the wrath and ignominy of the same people.
You have settled scores with someone which appears to be more of a personal dispute or misunderstanding. But in the process you have used (like a tissue paper) the position of MP which was not what you took an oath of when you joined the body.
On the one hand you say that the CM did not help you. But you need to explain to this country as what you did with the money allotted to you for use for the development of your constituency (Rs 2 Crores per annum) So you would have received at least 6 - 8 crores. Or you could not because you were busy settling personal scores.
Dea Mr Swain. You have done an act of blasphemy by not using the right which you had for the cause you had taken oath about. Instead you have compromised your position by an unfaithful act and betrayal.
Only your electorate shall now decide your fate. The party would have taken action by now but the people whom you stay and live with shall have to consider your failing health - but in what way only the future would tell and you most probably would be brooding about by now.