Hello , you must going by your past experience, right . Ya i know nothing about N Deal , and I am not supposed to know lot of defnec issue , and frankly i am ok , with it. I have certain faith in MMS cool , and yes on other people also in my life. I would recommend you to join "Art of living " or may be "Osho asHRAM" OR WHATEVER , man ki shanti mileygi.....