my dear friend. it seems ur a kashmiri. pls take down my email id prashantac1@rediffmail.com and tell me ur problems u face in Kashmir. But my dear Frind dont u believe that it wud be in ur intertest to stay with India coz India has much more resources moneywise,intellectually etc etc. dont u think that even after u get independence then after that next what??if u get an earthquake u might have to beg from the indian government...which ur anyways getting. why u consider urself colony of india ..rather u shud say ur part of indian State...thats what all people in india consider it to be.