I have put forward a logic and if you see no logic in it then you are at loss. As far as religion is concerned why are you so prejudiced in life. Dont live with a complex my friend.The world will be as you want it to be. I get a feeling that you are too unhappy in life. Read the book SECRET it will make you look at life from diffrent perspective and Do read my religion with a neutral mind and I assure you you will accept it.