Dude All humans have different mind, that makes them different then other living being, animals etc. Think if everybody has same mind than how boring the world would be. Everybody wl think same, wear same, same writing, understanding, speaking. It's like movie clip from Matrix. the bad guy creates everybody like him, to create a world like him. Neo offcourse breaks this myth and crushes such ideas.
It wl get defeated dude. Mankind history is proof to this. And history wl get repeated.
Don't kill yourself for such thing. And if you do. Do it dude, but harm others. Remember nobody is going to remember you. Dude there is no jannat there in heaven. If there would be than crowded by this time. As billion of people wl be there. And hey will there be billions of apsara there ?