So you want to follow whatever you've learned from the crusade centuries ago, and want to take your turn today when there is lot of reconciliation among faiths and more teachings from leaders like Gandhi, Periyar. What Im trying to tell you is the preaching hatred is mostly done by your rajgurus like LK Advani Singhal Togadia and Modi. Each time they open their mouth there will be dead bodies everywhere. Lets take Advaniji, He is an atom bomb from pakistan to destroy India. He does the same job as ISI has in its mind (division of people) Today most of the upper class hindus like you have a feeling of insecurity in your mind because of your less number. So a troubled country and bloodshed among the majority backward classes make your life secure (job easier), otherwise a religiously inspied person will never have this amount of blood thirst It's not pointed againgt you exactly but the entire upper class is to blame. I have Brahmin friends who are very broadminded and sometimes their mind corrupted seeing some RSS fellows. I've never seen much of divisins in church seats and burial in my part, but in a reddia christian communities in northern tamil nadu practice this and I don't really appriciate it, May be christianity never touched them the it should have been.