M'am .... time for you to retire and leave worldly life to people who understand reality. Hinduism recommends vanaprasta ashram after 75 when you have to leave all worldly duties aside and focus only on your relationship with god. I have heard Sri Sri Ravishankar preaches Art of Living in Iraq and perhaps you can hitch a ride with him next time and start your humanity stuff there. India has too many humanists anyway.
