Let me tell you that you were never a muslim. You are basically a non-muslim, who just hate muslims and islams. Reasons, you know better.
I suggest that you sit with some muslims scholar, who will clarify your doubts. But, you are basically a COWARD, who wants to spread hatred and spread wrong message about the holy book, Quran / mulsims / islam.
But, you be careful in your propaganda, since otherwise the curse of ALLAH's book, will be on you and you may not be able to face / sustain. There is guidance for everyone, but for this you have to read and get your point clarified. So, be careful.......