ismail well said-hindu religion does not subscribe hate and killings-but other religions do above to force hindus to retaliate.see the history- islam came to bharat before 650 years ago and showed hatred and killings of hindus under sword-they achieved conversion by infusing fear of killing to hindus- only 15% conversion. then came christianity with peace and love with money and wrong preaching and miracle promises to hindus-they could achieve conversion only up to 5% in their 400 years ruling in india leaving totally 80% hindus still sticking to dharmic way of life which hinduism teach them only hinduism believe in unique concept of- ATHMA,KARMA,JANMA,MOKSHA. no other religion has any basic concepts but full of jealous,hatred, violence towards hindus becouse they know it stands on its truth which no other religion was able to counter.
since you look for truth understanding spiritual thought,suggest you come back to your old roots of your hindu forefathers who were changed by sword to islam which you are not forced to follow wrongly.many muslims in south are changing to hinduism nowadays.approach a guru who will guide you on this matter. bagawat geeta lord krishna told dharmaic forces must conquer adharmic forces which was shown in both ramayana and in mahabaratha.hindus do not provoke by themselves but to retaliate only if others indulge in violence against them.example on karunnidhi utterence about lord ram- did you see any big riots in india?