Dear JD, I do not how you are drawing hasty conslusions. I have not suffered much in my life. I was bron and brought up in a middle class family. I have a stable income and a happy family also.
Why do we have to atribute every thing to an unknown power? There is no proof for the existence of any god/gods.
Please down load and read The Necessity of Atheism by Dr. D.M. Brooks available freely at Project Gutenberg to understand the futility of religions and belief in god.