What makes you think that someone has tried to REDEEM himself/herself, eh?? The point is, nobody is going to waste his time arguing with you. Not me, at least. It's as simple as that. If you HAVE NOT found the answer in my/our replies, then there is nothing more to be said. One cannot REASON with crass IRRATIONALITY. There are people who THINK. We need thinking people. As for courage, don't gratify yourself with the notion that you have scared people, or out-witted them, or convinced anyone of anything, or proved your point. You have merely been digging the grave of your own cause by writing what you write. You can continue amusing yourself with your idle threats & self-glorification. Nobody is interested. Day-dreaming is often quite pleasant.
