Dear Shanthakumar Thank you for going through my posting.Trust me when fighting the enemy in few seconds your entire life is recalled like action replay and you can see the faces of your parents , teachers, friends and all near and dear ones.This urges you to live and the desire to go back to them makes you fight hard and finish the combat as soon as possible.Some people will be lucky and some not so lucky. After going through all this if some one says hand over back every thing then one wonders " why start at the first place " I still recall i was not sure wheather it is sweat or blood rolling down my cheack after finishing the combat. I wish my son continue this tradition and join Indian armed forces. Insha Allah......