If you are from Bengal, me too. I advise you to convert to either Islam or Christianity as it seems you are ashamed of your Hindu identity !! For your information, I belonged from Siliguri and one of the earliest Naxalites. That does not prevent me from expressisng my pride being a Hindu as this religion is not founded by anyone and was ably described by our own Supreme Court that Hindutwa is nothing but a way of life which is therefore the best one in comparison to either Islam or Christianity.