Who wants you to read Quran ? you dont deserve it. Only learned and morally educated persons who wants to know truth only should read. In fact thats the way why Islam is growing in all the educated societies of Ameria, Europe etc...Cause they do read and research on it....Not like misguided by RSS VHP man...Hv guts, do true research. I am afraid you will be a muslim. As more than 90% of educated people doing research in Quran and Islam became Muslims (though they were stunch enemy of Islam earlier)....