Ur frustration is showing in ur words and on the face.
Cool down Madam Bhat; lots lazy women do this crazy & frustrating idea's; they think of distroying others and end-up in cooking thier own goose like Atal Behari Vajpayee, LK Advani & Narendra Modi.
Pleas orient you thoughts, at least it will do good to ur own family, if not to ur friends.