Well..the fact is, I never really believed in god. Just look around you. There are all kinds of people out there in world. Some believe in god, some do not. Some are very good, some are not that good Nobody has a perfect life. some are attached to mundane/material desires, some to spiritual - but all have desires. When the desires are unfulfilled, everybody feels bad. Some just can never come out of it. Some learn to leave the past behind and proceed with life expecting a better future.
I do not really know what is tight and what is wrong. Nobody knows that. everybody's right and wrong depend on his conditioning. What I know is that I am not interested in any sort divine things. I believe, that divinity is the greatest illusion of all. I am happy in being an ordinary human. I do not want to follow any religion or spiritual ideology. They are confusing. If all the religions preach the same thing, then why are there so many religions. Not only many religions, so many sects within each religion. All of them think they are right, and in public, say that every other one is also right. then why dont they just dissolve these differences and make it all one thing. If they believe that all the the means to same end, why do they try to preach their thing to people and convert them? In theory, each religion is great. why in practice does they get so much distorted?
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