Dear Anusha, I fully empathize with Sur. Nobody wants to run away from one's motherland, unless they see no hope in the system. Most Indians who have settled abroad didn't do so to serve their western masters. It was the only option left to them after they experienced rampant corruption in the education, justice and bureaucratic systems of India. The recent hike in reservation hasn't made matters any easy. People like you who wanted to emigrate but couldn't won't realize the patriotism that most of the diaspora carry in our every day life. Jai Hind!!