With your senseless, insensitive and inappropriate ranting, you make a prime candidate for the position of the next madman killer who will go on a mass killing spree.
You come across as a bigger racist than anyone else. As for references to you as an 'ugly kallu,'(or whatever the word is), I'm positive that people were referring to your black, tainted, immoral soul!
Seek some psychological counselling, before you do considerble damage on american society!