it seems that you need every available support from the government from spoon to the spoon feeding and if possible to digest the food in your stomach and even to clean your stomach. one college or institution does not give you the complete stats its better you concentrate on all stats of centeral and state government. dont mislead ppl and the first thing reservering yourserlf does not make you efficient. as you would feel that you are capable becoz something is reserved to you. check the stats for how effecient the reserved guys who get every thing in higher education fare. dont say they are not given equal opportunity. they are given every opportunity from by the govenrment and some times the best than the non reserved categories but still they dont fare well even after getting into the instution at the cost of a brighter student whose dreams are killed by these reservatuions. better look into all aspects and post soemthing constructive.