"I m not losing head kiddo." Are u sure.You certainly act like one.My question to you is if your comfortable with your past why are you denying it?? That certainly contradicts your statement, does it not.When research has been made and history books have been published those are all bunch of lies by bigoted people who are anti-islam and if you make comments you are being objective and your words amount to truth.You see how absurd that sounds?? Acknowledge your guilt mian and you will be at peace with your past.