Emotional outbursts will keep you from getting jobs. The market is open now. Walk ins are happening. Attend the interviews. I have passed through the same situation but I did not fake the resume. I didn't have a paying job the first 5 months of my career. The point is: if you are not positive minded, you will not be a good fit in the industry. Develop happiness and a positive bent of mind. Have belief in life and you will see good things happening to you. But DON'T fake your resume, else you may get succour in the short run but in the long run, you will face more difficulties.