Well written. Don't worry you are not alone. No one can also accuse you of anything bad as prude etc., etc., In fact does the media and our so called "friends" go around calling those who "sleep around" anything bad? Why should the blame always be on those who maintain their discipline? Personally I wouldn't like to marry a person who indulges in such illicit behaviour and so it would be hypocritical for me to indulge in such behaviour myself.
