It's Ashok K. Gupta from Bhadohi aging about 25 years. I am an employee in a Ministry funded Institute and having lots of responsibilties. Till my teenage (boley toh) 21 I enjoyed all the responsibilities happily, and it was tough for others to provoke me. Now when I am crossing 25 I feel like getting everytime on lil craps. Even a little denial plays a vital role rising my Anger on top. I have got some betrayals and previously i was living in more dreams, but after they broke and finally got myself depressed. Moreover I could not digest the negligence of lovemate. Being the senior person in the family excluding my parents I have to play a big role for my family, but I fould it very difficult when my own brothers do not act according to me. I found them irritating me always. Though after getting angry with them, I calm down easily shortly. But the main problem is when i get irritated, things seem to be devastated.
