Hi Darryl, I know what you are going through.Tolove someone that much and to feel like she just ripped your heart out. I even know about her anger towards you even when she was the one to end things.My husband talks to me very angry, he curses at me and says hurtful things.At first this confused and hurt me it still does because I had given him my all for over half my life. Please don't say things like you want to die even though I know what you mean because I have said the same thing. When ever you feel like that please pray. Prayer can and will change things. Also don't give her the satisfaction of seeing you hurt or sad or angry I feel like at this point that gives them some twisted sort of satisfaction and she will even try at some poilnt to use this to her advantage.She will go out and do her thang and when things go bad for her she will run back to you because she knows you love her and will do anything to have her back.Trust me when I tell you that will make her worse.She will begin to go in and out of your relationship because she will use your love to take her back.Then BEST advise I got was from my Aunt she told me to let my husband golet her go & she will come backright
