Dear Subramani, I dont know whether u would read this or not, but if some how if rediff people can show you this page where people have jotted down their true feelings about your courage , I think that would be the greatest reward u may have in ur life.
Many years ago, when i was a kid, i read in Reader's digest the definition of COURAGE : ITS JUST STAYING THERE FOR ONE MORE MOMENT .
I am unable to remember the exact words in english but the meaning is still very clear in my mind , its that if you can stand there for one more moment in times of despair ---that is Courage.
Heard "A man learns from his failures" but this much... hardly believable. You have risen from all negatives. Congratulations and All the best (need I say).
Its a really great inspiring/encourasing story to todays generation. We heard of some old stories maksing from repuess to crores like Ambani's.. this is a different one, he has to go lot of Pain, Struggle, no support from relatives ...etc. But this story is mixed up chronically, how come he graduated 1998, struggled for many years with 2k,1.5 jobs in 1999 and earning 50k pm in 1999-2000 itself. Can any body clarify this. Very inspiring story from Rediff.. we are expecting more.